Friday, May 26, 2006

Yep! Changed my music~ So remember to refresh!!

Was: Why can't we be friends ?! - Smashmouth
Now: I don't want to be - Gavin DeGraw

Think it rox as well... like those soft rocks we all luurve so much~

So just chiilz and hang~

Enjoy the music ;)


ps: it'll take awhile to buffer before it plays so just wait xD

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Piggy Mo Mally~! BAM!!!! Woot~! Wanted to start off my post today with something CRAZEH!!!!

Anyhoos, I've been meaing to buy a new pair of glasses for like FOREVER, and its kinda hard since my head is quite... er.... capacious haha!!

So... i went thru quite alot of specs and i found the PERFECT pair of specs!! It liek TOTALLY fits COMFORATBLY!!!

BEST of all.. its... TRANSITION~! Crazy shit huh?

yep...

Lenses is like $280 + Frames ($590) = A WHOOPING $870!!!! WTF!!!!! Thats like my entire wallet + savings :'( sadness....

worst thing is.... im paying this all by myself.... ARGH....

Money pls? ;)

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I fumed...
I raged...
I fell....
Emptiness...

All that in front of the three closest friends I have in sch....
Yet... At the front point, I strode alone..

Maybe they wanted to leave me alone, maybe they should have cared?

I do appreciate however, the least expected of the three, to tap on my shoulder to ask about me.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Woot!!!!! Its very seldom I actually posts after I posted the day before... BUT... HERE!!!

I just HAD to post today... Its like... A LOAD off my shoulders, man..... YAY!!!!

Zanfar forecast: He'll be so much more crazier and cheerier NOW!!! So friends WATCH OUT!!!

haha~ Well... its great to be back... its greater still now that my heart hurts no more... :D


DO REMEMBER TO TAG THO... ITS ROTTING ALREADY!!! >.<

Oooh oooh!!! I'm getting NEW SPECS... NEXT SATURDAY!!! So do look out for me then... its good new look (i hope xD)
Oooh... Something juicy to say today.... I updated 3 posts!! As always xD...


Anyhoos... I needed to go to IT helpdesk to install Flash right.....?? So I got Li Wee to come to the library with me... And I was like... BORED!!! So I got her to play REVERSI with me and she was like... "What the HELL! I'm so sian now and you ask me to think and play REVERSI?!?!" so I was like... "FINE! Don't think just play."

This is the result....


U should be able to guess easily who is me and which is liwee's... but for reference....

WHITE = ME
BLACK = LIWEE!!!


HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! xD Pathetic!!! But was seriously damn interesting and FUNNY le... 1st time I had so much fun playing reversi... She was like... "OK LO... U control 2 corner lo... I have 1 more corner to go~" hahahah!!!!! Oh... we had 1 seed less and she was holding all my seeds -.-


Ah then, afterwards we went to play pool... as always... and its in my 1st post of the day... (this being my 3rd)!!


Oh as a side note...

I went to take a neoprint recently and it has been like.... YEARS since my previous neoprint? It was actually SHI HUI that like totally psychoed me into it... and the freaky thing was.... THEY HAVE COSTUMES!!!! I mean COME ON!!!! But then again.... It has been so long since I last took a neoprint and it has EVOLVED so much....
On a lighter note.... A PLEA TO EVERYONE!!!
PLEASE HELP ME FIND A VERY GOOD AND PROFESSIONAL SEEMSTRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT AND DEAR TO ME PATCHED UP....

ANY LOBANG JUST GIMME A CALL!!!
Hmmm... It seems that I have not updated in a long while, although I yearn to write in an upilfting and livening manner, fate has deemed it otherwise..

Personally, I believe that a person cannot ever claim to truly understnad another person, one can only COME to understand the other or through experience can relate with another person. Why do I state this? Because no matter how predictable a person can be, he/she is nevertheless, human. Such that we aren't programs, we cannot truly be understood with codings or such. Humans can never understand humans because we stand on the same level, our brains, souls and heart are at the human level. Truly if I was to relate, it'll be like we can understand programs and computer in ways of simple decyphering codings and prgorammings. Computers and programs can't understnad each other, so if one was to be able to truly understand the concept of the human brain, that will be our creator.

On a lighter note, I went out to play pool these few days, it seems my life has stopped and continues to revolve around the pool and my pityful circle of friends. Truly it seems that I degenerating from the person called Jimmy back to the person I was before. Somehow it disgusts me and yet at the same time, blissful. Degeneration itself is not a pretty process and yet, inevitable (in my eyes) I do wonder, how was I even able to make, keep and maintain such precious people. Even though we have our ups and downs, I was really pleasantly surprised and pleased that we were able to come this far, close and find faults in the other and overlook these faults! It's love I tell ya, it's love...

Still, mentally I am throughly exhausted (not in the sense of being tired but the other meaning) it seems I am nearing my end, I do wonder how long can I last, how long can I hold out. I have so much to say, so much to pour out, so much and yet... As ever, my heart is able to find enough space to keep it all in. I need someone to tell me that its all nothing, its just a simple problem if I view it differently and yet, I know it isn't possible.I hope for much and I wish for more. I do wonder at times, if by allowing myself to make such good friends, have I allowed myself to grow weak and dependent on them. I was able to understand and cope with all these before and I continue to believe that I am able to do it all over again.

PL0204... You were probably the best thing that ever happened to me since I truly existed and may prove to be a curse yet. I do mean everything, from laughter to tears, each and every moment I treasure, especially the laughter :)

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Woo-hoo!!! Finally got music.. thanks to Shu YI~

well... the music is supposed to correspond to my blog skin... and it pretty much sums up my life... cuz I seriously wanna be frens with every1 i meet and stuff... i mean come on! its fate that we have met the first place, why waste it right?

But... truth be told... life without conflict aint fun right? so shd quarrel too~...

meh... anyway i hope u guys LOVE the music, cuz i do~ msg me anytime and i'll send it to yah!!!

Super nice right? Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends....