Saturday, March 25, 2006

Take what I need,
Give what I can back,
Revel the serenity in every moment,
Brood naught on troubles past.
Respect every being for who he is,
Live and let live.
Such is the path of the druid,
Such is the path I follow.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Well, I was about to sign out when Shu Yi HAD to remind me that me and Ethan missed the LAST freaking train for home!

I mean sure I don't take trains very often but the last train is at 11.30pm?! 11.30!!!!!! WTH, aren't we to have any late nights out ever AGAIN?

Man... remind me never to get caught up playing pool till late after 11 ever again... sigh....
Damit, I had fun today... F.U.N!!!!!!!!

Went out with Ethan (best bud), Shuyi (best teasing victim), Melline (best pool partner), Wan Ling (noisest when eating)!! Heh... We played some pool before going to watch the DORM!!!

Man... DORM!!! I was prepared for some shocking experience, pee-in-my-pants kinda shock! Ya know?

However, I was to be disappointed in that regard, it wasn't even REMOTELY scary at all, I'm not even sure primary school kids would even be DUPED by the movie!

Instead I was astounded, by the level of depth of the show, the feelings that was stirred, the way he had to lived his life, the lonliness is something I can relate to, something I have felt, something I've been through and put answers/brings out some questions I have in my mind since long past. Whether I would be able to sacrifise myself or things I have for my friends in need, would I be able to share times of fulfilment and joy with those I cherish?

I would make it so even if it was not to be...

Sure, it wasn't a scary movie, however the touch of friendship, the level of depth the movie had touched me throughly, it was not what I expected but it was more than I could have hoped for, I would get the dvd/vcd when its out..

Two-thumbs UP is what I say for this movie!!
another thing I got to do this week, I was able to stay over at my aunt's bunglow, I actually have this cousin who doesn't even know my NAME!!

I mean sure, he was just in Pri. 1, but at least he could remember my NAME!! Gosh, I remember thinking, "This is awkward!" being holed him in this mansion without anything in common or anything to do with at all...

But with a lil help from a best bud of mine and a lil thing I call Playstation 2, I got him into teh MOOD and chowed down to some SERIOUS gaming action!!!

Heh, guess all of us boys have it in us, man... the world'll end when games are non-existant!!


Well, we got it going for 3days straight till the inevitable came and I had to go back home sweet home, yea... Nothing beats home!!! NOTHING!!!

But it was kinda reassuring as my cous was abit reluctant to part with me (or was it the game station?) well, at least he would remember my name this time!!!

I hope...



P.S: Thanks AH NING!!!! for lending me your PS2, you da MAN!
This post is long overdue, and depicts of some feelings I got to expierience during my family trip to the Genting Highlands. Feelings that I have yearned for over the years and could only dream of till now...

Oh yes, I know WHAT you're thinking, but no... its not that...

You see I went on vacations with some nephews of mine, yes! You read it correctly, NEPHEWS! So I'm 16 and I'm already an uncle, now don't that just make me feel young and special? (-.-) Anyhoos, I'm an only child, and a childhood hope of mine since young was to have a sibling, a brother in particular, to share my toys with and someone robust to wrestle with yet, I've been denied that fact.

Sure, I get most of the stuffs I want in life, food, toys, money, parental love and much much more!! No, I am not ungrateful for all these yet, there is always an emptiness to not have someone to share these gifts with, to have someone to quarrel with, to have someone to argue things over... Just that fact alone seemed to make me feel sorry for myself more often than naught and affected a big part of my very short life. Still I yearned and hoped...

Well, I really didn't expect much out of this vacation in the first place, it was something my parents planned with the ENTIRE family, so I just went along with it. But SURPRISE suprise, my nephews were already on their way into teenagerhood and what I really didn't expect was they actually LOOKED UP to me!! (or something like that anyway)

They were clingy and really took to my suggestions, and were genuinely concerned with whatever happened to me..

So I do have to thank fates allowing me this brief intro into a life that I would have led, also shown me ways more than one to show concern to others!!