Lolage! betcha guys are itching to know how i spent my birthday yea? (12-12) well...... erhem..

SURPRISE!!

I spent the ENTIRE (yes, entire) day at HOME!~!


er hem.. ah well.. It's the BIG 18 i know, but then.. I kinda wanted to spend in safely and cosily at home this time.

I remember in the past I would do nearly everything just to get some1 to wish me a "happy birthday" or remind them constantly..

But this time, i told no1, i asked no1 about it.. for a change~

then again, im totally, TOTALLY touched at every single one of you who poseted me a greetings, from unexpected people, from those i truly cherish, and from those i had a crush on ;)


neh neh! (jap for hey hey!) plz do ask me out if u feel like wouldja~ then again.. better not neh?

alright, im neglecting my blogggg..


why? cause i hate my class, well most of my classsss so i cant be bothered to blog about thattt....!!! no MOTIVATION~!


alright!!!!!!!!!

well, atm, I'M SOOOOO INFATUATED WITH !!

its like the, The, THE, show of the month for me! seriously.

i highly highly recommend this for those that love cartoons/music peeps out there! go catch it before it swims away, (i'm gonna buy the dvd anyway)!

want to attend need-to-meet session

yes, its been FOREVER since i blogged!!

thanks to those out there that has been pestering me to post (can't believe people are actually READING my blog~) heh heh heh..


well! lots of peeps has been asking what kinda CHANGE riiighht!!

hmm.. lets start out...

MY FAMILY JUST JOINED A COUNTRY CLUB!!

warren country club to be exact! :O click here to find out more!

its a pretty neat club, with sooo much access to all SORTS of activities, squash... tennis... badminton ;) .. pool... billiard... dart room.... karaoke... bar... golf.... gym... swimming pool... BOWLING... zzz.. lazy to name all

so yea.. i havge my suspicions that dad got the membership to prevent me from staying out home too late anymore (too late being 4am++) haha!


moving on... me dad already agreed to buy me a car! so yea i got the hots for........!


HONDA INTEGRA, just saw it on the road today, HAWTNESS!!!

like... WHOOOOOOO! yes, its a sports car, so to frens out there that wan lom bang... TOO BAD! 2 seater! .. heh heh! jk jk, its a 5 seater, but only double door... =p



right! then nex phase... me and some close peeps of mine planning a trip OVERSEAS nex yr, so yea... japan, hongkong, australia~ we're still deciding, gonna be fun no?



lastly... to congratulate you for making it thru that much text...



kids.. try not to feed animals that are having the "TIME OF THEIR LIFE"



ps: change of music.. (i remember singing this song with SHAR :D)

change is gonna happen on 17th, Friday!

cant wait..

Right! So.. I'm liek all anxious and nervous about upcoming events..

A big change is coming... I can feel it!

I'll update soon.

Right, some of you may notice, some of you may not, HOWEVER! i did change the music in the backgrnd, its now...

Smashmouth - Why Can't We Be Friends!

Yes yes!! I think this song really speaks out truly right now, WHY CANT WE BE FRENS!! arg, simply wanna go up to every single person i meet on the street and "HIYA! LETS BE FRENS" - (reminds me of barney when i wrote it but...)

well enjoy the song! its another damn fine song.

another thing is.. I found out that alot of people reads my blog but DON'T tag! :(

Well! I'm gonna chopp all ya to lil' lil' pieces! haha nah, i'm just glad if u found this blog enjoyable =)

N... to GROSS you guys out..

click on it, u'll spot the gross part, soon enuff!

Alrite. gonna blog about my past few days story. At the mean time, i'm having a very bad headache. hai.. very bad hang over.

This is Tru story.

Haha.. our very own ah ning got his driving licence, yeah.. so glad for him. To the rest of my bro, jia you ! dun be like kah keng. WAHAHAHHAHA.. opps.

So on thurs we went for stingray dinner, since wan zhen INSISTED on it! I brought her and those living close by to my CHOISE place...


On da way we saw THIS!


A building EXPLODED!!!!!!! Then we no car right?

So we run fast Fast, run to the place i intro them 1! at jurong west there..

Then see Ethan STARING AT WHAT!!!

This!!


Soon Wei's face, think food too much.. LOL


2/3 fried rice gone liao!


The INSTIGATOR! Wan Zhen attking the stingray!!


Poor stingray...


Delicious SAMBAL SOTONG~!~!



AND....................... sambal PrAWNS!!! wa hoo!



MmmmMmmmmMmmmm!!! Well! We were thinking to make this a kinda ritual.. Every thurs go out eat eat!! go ALL OVER singapore!! Hmm...?

Nice eh? PM me if interested in going this place, or PM me if interested in ritual! LOL

Hmmm...... Let's start with this!

(A man escapes from a prison where he had been kept for 15 years. As he runs away, he finds a house and breaks into it, looking for money and guns, but only finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him up in a chair. While tying the girl up to the bed, he gets on top of her, kisses her on the neck, then gets up, and goes to the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife, "Listen, this guy is an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail, and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, just do what he tells you, just give him satisfaction. This guy must be dangerous, if he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which the wife responds, "He was not kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked if we kept any Vaseline in the bathroom. Be strong, honey, I love you, too.")


Wooo HOOO!!! My dream come TRUE!! (LAWLAGE)

In any case, I'll be blogging again tonight, uploading the photos (yes i owe alot of you out there please forgive me!) that we took yesterday's dinner!


Hahaz! THinking back, only recently did I really get a taste of eating out with friends, chatting nonsensical stuff, and soaking in that kinda atmosphere! ha! Mayb because I was deprived in the past that makes me all the more treasure the now that I have? NICE! wellz... we'll be planning for a monthly/fortnightly where we go round singapore for FOOD TRIPS! Ranging between $10 - $50/head..


WOo hoO! This will die down in time of course, contact me if interested! LAWL~

Right, well, for your daily laughter and well being here's something to cheer you uP!

However, I shall deviate from my usual pics and vids, let's do jokes this time!

(A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time.

Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex.

At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.

That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!"

The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.

A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down.

10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.

Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious."

The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a pharmacist.")

I got this joke HERE!

LAWL! I'll make sure I don't go to no pharmacist!

Lies.

About lies, personally, I rather someone keep/hide something from me than lie outright to me. And when you do, I simply hope I do not find out about it.

Right! Fer those of 'ya that've been with me blog since last yr~ Yep! I just can't get over this SKin! It's just soooo... ME!

I added song as well~! SO, let it buffer, and let the good times 'roll!

Right... Gonna be selfish and blog bout meself today!

Hmm..

I slept at 4a.m yesterday(thurs), 5a.m today(fri) and.... gonna play pool till 2a.m(sat) LATER...

Can't believe I made it to school on both days but yea... As Li Wee says, "You can't pon ANYMORE!"

Sadness.

But all's not lost! On saturday I'm gonna watch the all-out M18(woo-hoo!) movie with the AH NING gang. LOL~

awww right!

No worries, I'll blog about it once I watched.. Can't Wait!

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Right to keep you guys ENTERTAINED while fever goes...




LOL!

Haha!!!

well, I've been feeling better lately, thanks to everyone who cared,

namely, Shi Hui, Ah Ning, Li Wee, Yvonne, Ethan, Wan Zhen, Sip Choon, Gina and some others that I shall NOT mention for fear they may TEASE me about it! :P


Neways~ I should be BACK TO NORMAL, well Jimmy-normal anyway!! WOOT!

So, expect the hyped' up me, the non-emo me for, god-knows-how-long-this-time.


SEE YOU GUYS SOON! oh.. clear ur schedules, I'll be calling you guys up! :P

Lucky I don't go to Durham University. :)

Soo.... I saw many people wearing clothing soo... GLAM today~

Then their walking all high. and mighty. LIEK~ Heads in the air and such.

Then this thought came to me..

can YOU be proud in your UNDERWEAR! Without your clothing, can you still walk liek that!

If you could... Hands off, double thumbs up, full HONOR given!

Think about it.

Ok.. Enough with the sad, sappy stuffs!

Check this out!! Made me go HAHAHA in class!



CRAZEH SHIEET huh?

Somehow... i wished i went that school! then again, we did someah the stuffs shown there... so? :O

Ahaha! Keep the TRADITION ALIVE~! Be GAY in class! WOot!

I can't bring myself to smile anymore. Don't ask me why, don't ask me how.

I just can't.

I'll be MIA-ing for a short period of time, be needing to find myself again.

Hibernate.

Apologies. Recently, some1 had made me and my fren waited for over 2hours who later felt guilty and wanted to meet with us. So we met.

However, once arrived, she IMMEDIATLY started apologizing profusely to my friend however, giving meager/general words of guilt saying sorry for being late. Maybe its cause I was too lenient, cause I didn't want to let her being late, get to me.

The way the I laughed, joked, scolded her was probably so natural so simply, me. Therefore, I guess I do not deserve the same amount of attention or deserve the same amount of guilt-stricken apologies.


Guess that's it.

exploring possibilities.

im interested in getting one of these... maybe wan zhen or melline will pei me go buy? heh heh heh

Nice, CANT SLEEP, its already freaking 2am, so im left wondering what i should wear tomorrow...

COULDNT FREAGING CARE LESS.. i've made up my mind.. im wearing FORMAL tomorrow, the shirt SHI HUIIIIII picked for me (:$) woo hoo, and im GONNA ENJOY IT!!!

somehow.. these few days i keep pondering over this qn, or instead.. a series of qns... which will inevitably lead to this qn..

what makes you wake up to go to school each day? friends, a nessasary step towards you goal, parents or ...?

who do you study for? yourself, or your parents?


to me it seems, sadly, i study naught for myself. in fact i go to sch not even for myself. its pathetic really, i'm simply walking a road cause i have to walk it, not cause i want to walk it.

and yet whenever i think i dont wanna walk this damn road, i myself feels lost. it seems i walk this road not because i have to walk it nor because i want to walk it... it seems clear now, i walk this road cause its the only road i can see at the moment...

i do wonder are there people like me out there? are any of my friends facing such a laughable dilemma.. do POST ur thoughts on this particular issue, i'd like to hear ur opinions, sms me even, i promise i'll reply ;) haha!

Sick.

K, I chanced upon this PV on youtube, she's YUKI and this is her song "JOY"!

Yes, I know she sings weird and all, but after listening to it some... it kinda grows on you and its SOOO CATCHY!





Ok, guess her age! no... go ahead make a guess!

Nope! WRONG!!! (I don't even need to know what you guessed!) shes... 34! yes ladies... BE JEALOUS be VERY jealous! ha~

I've been ordered by my cruel masters(mistreses) to blog about something valid...

I'm liek... ARG!!! WHAT ELSE TO BLOG, von's has nice toons, sharz has interesting texts and every1 else has about everything else >.>

so.. i'll post THIS :
COOL huh! Yes yes... their the new NIKON COOLPIX that u see everytime the "SINGAPORE IDOL" commercial comes up!!!

Dad got this fer me since i kept pestering to him saying that i cant STAND film cameras... HAHA!!

So no privacy!! take naked photos then having to get them developed at the film store soo... EEEWWW!! so... now!!! its EASIER!!

dad even got me this porable PHOTO printer... but thats for another time... HAHA

suddenly wan find job, part time... will do NEARLY everything....


cept, clean dung, do insanely stupid stuff (if thats possible), eat stuff like on fear factor, and other obvious stuff...

got lobang? tell me... asap!

want to find work together? same as above!... arg... finding work sux, working sux... but abit better than find jobs.

maaa yii... i'll even work at a gay pub if possible... yarg!

kay, this post goes out to Yvonne.

Kthxbai!

back with a vengence!

also, err... doing some dumb major overhaul! do check back soon... :D

Yep! Changed my music~ So remember to refresh!!

Was: Why can't we be friends ?! - Smashmouth
Now: I don't want to be - Gavin DeGraw

Think it rox as well... like those soft rocks we all luurve so much~

So just chiilz and hang~

Enjoy the music ;)


ps: it'll take awhile to buffer before it plays so just wait xD

Piggy Mo Mally~! BAM!!!! Woot~! Wanted to start off my post today with something CRAZEH!!!!

Anyhoos, I've been meaing to buy a new pair of glasses for like FOREVER, and its kinda hard since my head is quite... er.... capacious haha!!

So... i went thru quite alot of specs and i found the PERFECT pair of specs!! It liek TOTALLY fits COMFORATBLY!!!

BEST of all.. its... TRANSITION~! Crazy shit huh?

yep...

Lenses is like $280 + Frames ($590) = A WHOOPING $870!!!! WTF!!!!! Thats like my entire wallet + savings :'( sadness....

worst thing is.... im paying this all by myself.... ARGH....

Money pls? ;)

I fumed...
I raged...
I fell....
Emptiness...

All that in front of the three closest friends I have in sch....
Yet... At the front point, I strode alone..

Maybe they wanted to leave me alone, maybe they should have cared?

I do appreciate however, the least expected of the three, to tap on my shoulder to ask about me.

Woot!!!!! Its very seldom I actually posts after I posted the day before... BUT... HERE!!!

I just HAD to post today... Its like... A LOAD off my shoulders, man..... YAY!!!!

Zanfar forecast: He'll be so much more crazier and cheerier NOW!!! So friends WATCH OUT!!!

haha~ Well... its great to be back... its greater still now that my heart hurts no more... :D


DO REMEMBER TO TAG THO... ITS ROTTING ALREADY!!! >.<

Oooh oooh!!! I'm getting NEW SPECS... NEXT SATURDAY!!! So do look out for me then... its good new look (i hope xD)

Oooh... Something juicy to say today.... I updated 3 posts!! As always xD...


Anyhoos... I needed to go to IT helpdesk to install Flash right.....?? So I got Li Wee to come to the library with me... And I was like... BORED!!! So I got her to play REVERSI with me and she was like... "What the HELL! I'm so sian now and you ask me to think and play REVERSI?!?!" so I was like... "FINE! Don't think just play."

This is the result....


U should be able to guess easily who is me and which is liwee's... but for reference....

WHITE = ME
BLACK = LIWEE!!!


HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! xD Pathetic!!! But was seriously damn interesting and FUNNY le... 1st time I had so much fun playing reversi... She was like... "OK LO... U control 2 corner lo... I have 1 more corner to go~" hahahah!!!!! Oh... we had 1 seed less and she was holding all my seeds -.-


Ah then, afterwards we went to play pool... as always... and its in my 1st post of the day... (this being my 3rd)!!


Oh as a side note...

I went to take a neoprint recently and it has been like.... YEARS since my previous neoprint? It was actually SHI HUI that like totally psychoed me into it... and the freaky thing was.... THEY HAVE COSTUMES!!!! I mean COME ON!!!! But then again.... It has been so long since I last took a neoprint and it has EVOLVED so much....

On a lighter note.... A PLEA TO EVERYONE!!!
PLEASE HELP ME FIND A VERY GOOD AND PROFESSIONAL SEEMSTRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT AND DEAR TO ME PATCHED UP....

ANY LOBANG JUST GIMME A CALL!!!

Hmmm... It seems that I have not updated in a long while, although I yearn to write in an upilfting and livening manner, fate has deemed it otherwise..

Personally, I believe that a person cannot ever claim to truly understnad another person, one can only COME to understand the other or through experience can relate with another person. Why do I state this? Because no matter how predictable a person can be, he/she is nevertheless, human. Such that we aren't programs, we cannot truly be understood with codings or such. Humans can never understand humans because we stand on the same level, our brains, souls and heart are at the human level. Truly if I was to relate, it'll be like we can understand programs and computer in ways of simple decyphering codings and prgorammings. Computers and programs can't understnad each other, so if one was to be able to truly understand the concept of the human brain, that will be our creator.

On a lighter note, I went out to play pool these few days, it seems my life has stopped and continues to revolve around the pool and my pityful circle of friends. Truly it seems that I degenerating from the person called Jimmy back to the person I was before. Somehow it disgusts me and yet at the same time, blissful. Degeneration itself is not a pretty process and yet, inevitable (in my eyes) I do wonder, how was I even able to make, keep and maintain such precious people. Even though we have our ups and downs, I was really pleasantly surprised and pleased that we were able to come this far, close and find faults in the other and overlook these faults! It's love I tell ya, it's love...

Still, mentally I am throughly exhausted (not in the sense of being tired but the other meaning) it seems I am nearing my end, I do wonder how long can I last, how long can I hold out. I have so much to say, so much to pour out, so much and yet... As ever, my heart is able to find enough space to keep it all in. I need someone to tell me that its all nothing, its just a simple problem if I view it differently and yet, I know it isn't possible.I hope for much and I wish for more. I do wonder at times, if by allowing myself to make such good friends, have I allowed myself to grow weak and dependent on them. I was able to understand and cope with all these before and I continue to believe that I am able to do it all over again.

PL0204... You were probably the best thing that ever happened to me since I truly existed and may prove to be a curse yet. I do mean everything, from laughter to tears, each and every moment I treasure, especially the laughter :)

Woo-hoo!!! Finally got music.. thanks to Shu YI~

well... the music is supposed to correspond to my blog skin... and it pretty much sums up my life... cuz I seriously wanna be frens with every1 i meet and stuff... i mean come on! its fate that we have met the first place, why waste it right?

But... truth be told... life without conflict aint fun right? so shd quarrel too~...

meh... anyway i hope u guys LOVE the music, cuz i do~ msg me anytime and i'll send it to yah!!!

Super nice right? Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends....

A concerned friend once asked me if I was abandoning them. To which I replied "No". Then she sincerely stated that my friends would always be standing there waiting and supporting me. To which I ignorantly stated, "its not that they have left without me, it was the other way around".

This particular incident has probably left our friendship scarred and is probably beyond repair, yet still the problem persists and have left me wondering for days.

After a few days of brooding over this distasteful matter, I finally figured, it was neither them leaving me nor me leaving them. Its just that, I've simply stopped moving, stopped without noticing they went ahead. Yet with all my short sightedness, they still noticed and called for me, it seems I really did made a wrong move this time.

Still, I do not regret what I did or felt. No, regret is for losers, I knew I had to take a step back, needed to rearrange my life again. But still, I have let my friends down, that much is true, what can I do to bring them back up again...

Hope...

Sorrow... A word for disappointment, for despair. A feeling non-too-appreciated and even less welcomed.

Sorrow brings reality under a vivid spotlight.

Tears usually accompany sorrow. A person once told to me that tears happens when a soul is so filled with sadness and pain that when there is no where else to go, it just flows out of a person in the form of tears...

Yet, without sorrow, how can there be true happiness? How can one truly feel alive and happy and appreciate happiness without sorrow?

Ah...

Defination of self. How do distinguish any1 from every1 else? Is there even such a thing? Do I have to act a certain way or speak a specific style to actually be me?

Are we as humans, moulded out of earth? Crafted from stone? Are we not capable of change, of accepting changes and appreciating changes? Is it not possible to be the same person inside out and yet act differently or should I say, have a new perspective?

Change can come in 2 forms, good and bad. But who are we to judge a person's change as good or bad? Only by our own perception do we judge a person accordingly.

Whats right and whats wrong?

This simple questions have left most people with a feeling of bitter defeat.

Is something right because the society says so? And is something wrong because it is not practiced by the majority?

I truly believe there is nothing that is truly right or certain wrong. There is only... Perception.

Life, this single word seems to slap me across the face everytime. What's life?

Is it reality or is it fantasy?

Personally, it think it is a little of both, a world devoid of anything, that's life. The hard cruel truth, life is NOTHING.

Well, as much of nothing as it seems though, it is us through living, that creates life. It is simply, what we do, what we yearn to do, how we see the world around us, and what we accomplish that makes life, Life.

However, Life to me is simply just fantasy, fantasy tampered with a touch of reality. Life is everything and anything as I can view it. When life falls into despair, it is only through the limits of our mind that limits how we view life. Life is eternal and infinite, let naught the limitations of our limited mind hold us down. Spread the wings of imagination and thought and SOAR!

Family is a domestic group of people (or a number of domestic groups), typically affiliated by birth or marriage. (Wikipedia)

Family, a simple word yet one who hold a special meaning never to be taken lightly, a word that is taught to each and every one of us from young. A symbolism of the unique and irreplaceable bond that is shared between those of the young and the old, those who share the same blood or even those that just simply take comfort with those they cannot do without.

Yet somehow, this single word weighs heavier with each passing day of this single week on my shoulders. With every passing min, every passing hour and of course, every passing day, it seems I will be driven into the ground sooner or later and yet, the freaky thing is, I can’t seem to wait for that inevitable day to come, the day I’m driven over the edge.

Times I ask, do I like for the sake of living, or do I live to find out for what do I live and then there is, do I live just to find out what the next second will bring?

Times I ask this, and timeless more I shall…

Sometimes I think to myself, is it really worth it? Times when people could only see me for what I appear to be, there is more to me I have to say, the happy-go-lucky side wherein every can always find a lame joke.

It seems, I may appear too much of a clown, too much of an insensitive jerk to others now, so is it worth it I wonder, where times I get misunderstood for decision that would indeed put me in a dilemma, but why then are my friends not able to see past just that. That fickle exterior I have that makes those around me smile at times, or comforted in other.

Am I so naïve, so insensitive, so utterly shallow that you are able to perceive for what I am and predict what I am going to do? I do wonder indeed…

Ahh!!! TODAY was a GREAT day again!!! Arg, I'm too optimistic for my own good, I was able to find a pri school friend of mine (whom I fancied). Then, I was able to good long and HIGHLY interesting chat with a great friend (another best bud) of mine~!~!

And AS IF thats not all, I had supper with my secondary school FRIENDS!! Best bud and his bro and another great friend!!

We chatted about stuffs and everything but it seemed like I was too dominating on the chatting part, I just couldn't stop!! Being so far away and so long from them, I just HAD to fill them in with what's up and what's not!! Ah well, I hope they understand!!

Their KEWL and yea...!!!

Thanks guys for making my day!! :)

Man... Guess it was a freakishly LONG time since I posted, there's like THOUSANDS of things to add...

First I had a G.R.E.A.T time at the chalet!! Like SUPER DUPER UBER F.U.N!!! With my best bud, Ethan, Crazy gals Mich and Shi Hui and of course, everyONE else!!!

The 1st day was super great like everything, we had a SUCCESSFUL barbecue with 80% of the people turning up, also our faciliators turned up!! Namely Miss Liu and Ting, surprise SURPRISE ;) Miss Liu also brought her fiance along, and he was really into it and all and was an all-round great guy. Oh yea!! Ashyraf had his BIRTHDAY BASH and had to POLE DANCE for us, he got the MOVES man!

And then and then... We had NIGHT CYCLING!!! Man, it was like 10 FREAKING years since I last rode a bike and I thought I forgot how to cycle, ah well, I could always relearn it if I forgot, anyhoos, I HAD to enjoy as much as I can while it last.. So till then, I just couldn't stop peddling!!
We conquered everything in our path from PASIR RIS to BEDOK!!! Nah, it isn't as great as it sounds and wasn't as fun as it could be, we had to keep stopping because of the numerous traffic lights we encountered during our journey but all in all, it was FUN.

And THAT was only the first day~

The 2nd day was like BOREDOM!!!! No seriously, HUGE boredom, and it was HOT too, all I could remember doing during the morning/afternoon was playing with a kitty and sleeping. Oh yea, Gary snores... Well, the main event was during the evening when we were gonna "sabo" Michlelle for her birthday, and yea... We got into the action and bombarded her with water balloons, and I bringing in the main stuff, FLOUR we were gonna make a dough outta her~ But guess what... The flour didn't came out all at once and I had to keep shaking it over her, about the 3rd shake or so, she SNATCHED it from me!! Lo and BEHOLD the girl is ARMED!!! AH!! The rest quickly retreated into the chalet leaving me to tug-o-war the flour packet with Mich, man... and when I realise I was fighting a losing battle and wanted to retreat... They LOCKED me out!!! ah!!!

We had to climb into the chalet over a wall, (reminds me of humpty dumpty) then we TERRORISED the rest of the chalet, all in all, we gave the chalet a bath ;)

ah well, the tales of my childhood~

I had a good time chatting with Ethan in the night about stuffs, and he actually was able to lull me into sleep, with Gary sleeping at my side, it was a FEAT indeed!!


Wish you were there, no really~!
Pass the fun around haha!!

Take what I need,
Give what I can back,
Revel the serenity in every moment,
Brood naught on troubles past.
Respect every being for who he is,
Live and let live.
Such is the path of the druid,
Such is the path I follow.

Well, I was about to sign out when Shu Yi HAD to remind me that me and Ethan missed the LAST freaking train for home!

I mean sure I don't take trains very often but the last train is at 11.30pm?! 11.30!!!!!! WTH, aren't we to have any late nights out ever AGAIN?

Man... remind me never to get caught up playing pool till late after 11 ever again... sigh....

Damit, I had fun today... F.U.N!!!!!!!!

Went out with Ethan (best bud), Shuyi (best teasing victim), Melline (best pool partner), Wan Ling (noisest when eating)!! Heh... We played some pool before going to watch the DORM!!!

Man... DORM!!! I was prepared for some shocking experience, pee-in-my-pants kinda shock! Ya know?

However, I was to be disappointed in that regard, it wasn't even REMOTELY scary at all, I'm not even sure primary school kids would even be DUPED by the movie!

Instead I was astounded, by the level of depth of the show, the feelings that was stirred, the way he had to lived his life, the lonliness is something I can relate to, something I have felt, something I've been through and put answers/brings out some questions I have in my mind since long past. Whether I would be able to sacrifise myself or things I have for my friends in need, would I be able to share times of fulfilment and joy with those I cherish?

I would make it so even if it was not to be...

Sure, it wasn't a scary movie, however the touch of friendship, the level of depth the movie had touched me throughly, it was not what I expected but it was more than I could have hoped for, I would get the dvd/vcd when its out..

Two-thumbs UP is what I say for this movie!!

another thing I got to do this week, I was able to stay over at my aunt's bunglow, I actually have this cousin who doesn't even know my NAME!!

I mean sure, he was just in Pri. 1, but at least he could remember my NAME!! Gosh, I remember thinking, "This is awkward!" being holed him in this mansion without anything in common or anything to do with at all...

But with a lil help from a best bud of mine and a lil thing I call Playstation 2, I got him into teh MOOD and chowed down to some SERIOUS gaming action!!!

Heh, guess all of us boys have it in us, man... the world'll end when games are non-existant!!


Well, we got it going for 3days straight till the inevitable came and I had to go back home sweet home, yea... Nothing beats home!!! NOTHING!!!

But it was kinda reassuring as my cous was abit reluctant to part with me (or was it the game station?) well, at least he would remember my name this time!!!

I hope...



P.S: Thanks AH NING!!!! for lending me your PS2, you da MAN!

This post is long overdue, and depicts of some feelings I got to expierience during my family trip to the Genting Highlands. Feelings that I have yearned for over the years and could only dream of till now...

Oh yes, I know WHAT you're thinking, but no... its not that...

You see I went on vacations with some nephews of mine, yes! You read it correctly, NEPHEWS! So I'm 16 and I'm already an uncle, now don't that just make me feel young and special? (-.-) Anyhoos, I'm an only child, and a childhood hope of mine since young was to have a sibling, a brother in particular, to share my toys with and someone robust to wrestle with yet, I've been denied that fact.

Sure, I get most of the stuffs I want in life, food, toys, money, parental love and much much more!! No, I am not ungrateful for all these yet, there is always an emptiness to not have someone to share these gifts with, to have someone to quarrel with, to have someone to argue things over... Just that fact alone seemed to make me feel sorry for myself more often than naught and affected a big part of my very short life. Still I yearned and hoped...

Well, I really didn't expect much out of this vacation in the first place, it was something my parents planned with the ENTIRE family, so I just went along with it. But SURPRISE suprise, my nephews were already on their way into teenagerhood and what I really didn't expect was they actually LOOKED UP to me!! (or something like that anyway)

They were clingy and really took to my suggestions, and were genuinely concerned with whatever happened to me..

So I do have to thank fates allowing me this brief intro into a life that I would have led, also shown me ways more than one to show concern to others!!

Meh.... *salivates...* WOOT!!! *slurp* *slurp* Its liek... 11.54pm now and I'm liek... ICE CREAM!!!!!! I NEED ICE-CREAM...

Ice Cream fervor!! haha... cornetto in a hand and typing like a kid who just got hes first ever KEYBOARD~ ye well... SO SUE ME! Neway... *takes a big bite out of cornetto* man, can nites get any better than this? Mm... Yea probably can.. heh heh...

Any1 saw the new macdonald's advert? totally stuck in my brain right now... im like going -chickie fan tas tic- -you gotta have mooore-

Arg...!!! Some1 keel me already....

Neways, I need more ice cream... so im gonna raid my freezer after this...


Eto... Jaaa neh!

Meh... SO fun today, went out with this sem's class to go pool... Actually not whole class ba... Just a group of frens~ but still... the feeling was... SHIOK!!!~ and the crazy thing was... the girls are GOOD! kae... not SUPERB but was GOOD... *shocked*

Another new thing I found out about my class (x.x) I wonder if I'm slow at discovering these stuffs anot... Haha..

But seriously... I hope there are more fun times like this... Ah yesh...


Any1 wanna find people to pool or bowling~ Come jio me (>.<)

Ah well...

Oh yea... I bought a new puzzle... Looks totally uber great then yesterday I just notice... it actually GLOWS~ I'm like woah.. The puzzle is a magnificent UNICORN standing on a cliff with a cresent moon on the back drop and a forest at the bottom of the cliff, with a river running through it... Looks U.B.A.R!!! Will load a picture of it when I get round to it...

Ah...!! I'm too lazy for my own good~

Sore wa... Jaaa Neh!!

Tribute to teh Moon....

Thou shines brightly,
Against the darkness surely.
Reminiscent to fireflies,
Yet unaffected by lies.
You look down upon us from you perch in the sky
Watching the hours go by..
Alone in the heavens you sit,
Never finding that which will fit.
In the heart that is within you.
Therefore I shall lament for you...

Misstress Moon....